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I've been looking at this for a while to be honest. Trying to think of how exactly I can put it into words, but I don't really want to think it applies to my life. It might apply, hell it might make a lot of sense for some aspects of my life, but I would rather prefer to just live in that lovely state of denial about it.
I'd like to say that I've always lost more than I've made. I have alimony check stubs that almost prove that very fact.
I mean I could take the easy way out and talk about how I've got an established career... which I've nearly scrapped a few times, but I won't. I could bring up all the friends... or well I have one good friend, who pretty much drives me to Spanish Soaps.
Then there are all the patients I see on a day to day that are going through their own ordeals, their own troubles and pain... I want them to think of life like that phrase. To think that they have gotten more out of it all then they'd ever lose in the long run.
In the long run though? They'll never really think about that until it's the very end... and that's when they lose it all.
I'd like to say that I've always lost more than I've made. I have alimony check stubs that almost prove that very fact.
I mean I could take the easy way out and talk about how I've got an established career... which I've nearly scrapped a few times, but I won't. I could bring up all the friends... or well I have one good friend, who pretty much drives me to Spanish Soaps.
Then there are all the patients I see on a day to day that are going through their own ordeals, their own troubles and pain... I want them to think of life like that phrase. To think that they have gotten more out of it all then they'd ever lose in the long run.
In the long run though? They'll never really think about that until it's the very end... and that's when they lose it all.
